What am I thinking right now?
Actually, I was feeling so sad and I don't know. I'm just thinking.
It's like I question myself why I'm always the one who always give but then it's me who's gonna lose. The effort was only mine, am I the only one loving? It's not that he's not doing his part, but most of the time I was always there to fulfill his empty spaces. Those memories we had everytime we are together was always in my heart. I even made things like diaries for treasuring those. Sometimes I get disappointed to him because he was just like doing nothing most of the time-- He was always doing something else. I just close my eyes whenever I'm feeling this for me not to say a word that might hurt him. Even though he's like that I know everyone has their own flaws and to accept him will make it better. Hmmm, I just smile despite of those.
God is good. There is always a room for change, a moment that you can be able to improve yourself. But then, I believe that it's still good to love him for everything he has and he doesn't have. With His guidance we can be able to make it through. At this moment I have finally realized that, LOVE is the most important ingredient in all of this world. Without it, we won't be able to accept, forgive, and realize. I just hope and pray that someday we can still be together- strong and united.
For our everyday arguments, there is always a smile after those.In our silent cry, there is always laughter.In our uncountable quarrels that led to frowns on our faces, there is a kiss of a happy memory.I love being with him and what will I do? Sacrifice the love because he's always pissing me off? NO.
I chose to stay and as long as we're together I'll face the consequences and make my patience longer.
P.S.
I love you!
Thanks God :)
I drew this :)
